I know it might sound stupid, but the thought of loving something or someone that much and then just... abandoning them, whether it was my choice or not, isn't something I think I could do. Being left hurts too much. It's hard enough to get close to people here knowing it could happen.
It's not stupid, Chloe! You have every right to be concerned about such a thing, about feeling like you're abandoning someone or something you love and care for.
But... Chloe, it hurts so much more to shove people away and try to do everything on our own.
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Mm.
I know it might sound stupid, but the thought of loving something or someone that much and then just... abandoning them, whether it was my choice or not, isn't something I think I could do. Being left hurts too much. It's hard enough to get close to people here knowing it could happen.
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But... Chloe, it hurts so much more to shove people away and try to do everything on our own.